It’s not easy living with monsters. I know this a bit too well. Waking up every day, wishing it was already over. Feeling like you’re only a burden to everyone around you. You feel so toxic, that you just pull down anyone who is close to you. Even the people who you do let in don’t understand why you can’t just be happy, they don’t understand what it’s like to have crippling depression or anxiety, let alone both. Starting this blog isn’t really so I can complain about how painful life can be though, it’s so I can explain in my own thoughts and words how imperative these monsters can be to one’s life. Hopefully it will help whoever takes the time to read these posts better understand what so many of us are suffering through.